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I haven’t updated this blog in God knows how long..

I feel the need to give you a little snapshot of my life as of 5/17/2013 @ 11:19 pm

1) I’ve recently relocated back home to Fayetteville…I’ll spare details. I will only say God has been extremely faithful and GOOD. In two weeks I’ve secured a good part time, in my career field, and a final round interview for another part time. Also in my career field. Too good fo me mane..

2) I’m officially not friends with my best friend/Girl I Love/Loved

3) I have discovered the ABSOLUTE DOPENESS of Cocaine 80s. Their music will be my soundtrack to the summer.

3a)The Loner by Spzrkt will also be a part of that soundtrack

4) My life is currently in such a state of flux, and I hate it man. I reckon it’s just more room to trust God. I should change my perspective…

5) My heart is pretty much frost right now for real. Note: I am hopeless romantic, believer in redemption and second chances with a big heart, but this heart has taken some BLOWS mane. I just pray for restoration.

6) I’m curious to see where I’ll be by the time I turn 25.

7) That job I got? It’s at a big church that’s really good. I look to network like crazy and really get involved, plant roots, *insert other christian cliches* lol

That’s all for now! Take care tumblr-teers!

Coram Deo

116boy:

God I know every feeling I’ve ever felt for her, 
You feel that way for me.
Every “I miss you.”
Every “I love you.”
Every “I can’t wait to hear your voice.”
Every “I’ve got you have you.”
Every “Won’t you come closer?”
Every “Baby don’t push me away.”
Every “I want to hold you.”
You hold me together.
You hold me. 
You hold me. 
You hold me. 
You hold me together.

Absolute heart ripper. #TheLoner #spzrkt

I’ve just come to a brutally honest and sad truth about myself. I believe that I don’t deserve a girl who’s just as caring, thoughtful, attentive and good as I can be. Why? I don’t know. I’ll have to do some more thinking, but man what a hard truth to face.

As usual, the girl has long since moved on and forgotten about it. The guy is suffering. Regret eating up the space of his thoughts and lament the theme of his days. Story of my life, per usual. Nothing left now I guess to saddle up the remains and keep it movin.

#brothasgotfeelingstoo